So the neighbors upstairs pulled their shit again to where my local police was placed in the situation. Of course they did nothing. Apparently I have to be shot or assaulted to feel they have a need to do anything. Protect and serve is their fucking job yet they refuse to do a thing about the racket or the blatant harassment. I have everything recorded yet “if I go up there it will only stir them more and I can’t do anything else than that.” they said the second time they were out. Fuck that shit. Do your god damn job is what I tell em. Harassment is defined by any contact (verbal or otherwise) that is unwanted by the other party. When my son has dark circles due to these people what makes them think it is remotely ok to contact not even 15 minutes after an officer of the law left their home for their noise. Fuck them and the police for not doing a damn thing. When they swing and I defend myself and can’t stop because I saw my rapists face on their body (PTSD symptom) then maybe they will take notice that it all could’ve been prevented.

After watching How to Survive a Plague and We Were Here, I have noticed a few similarities in the 80’s AIDS Pandemic and how our government handles health care nowadays. For example back then those who were dying on the streets because they couldn’t afford the life saving medications even with insurance. Our country wants to say we are a free country given equal rights no matter what gander identity, sexual orientation, disease, defect, disability, race, or religion we are. I tell you all this is a lie. I am a proud pagan mother who has been discriminated, disowned by every living family member aside from my future husband, mother, and son, and has to find a way to piece together what seems like a shattered mirror. I am without insurance, without the ssdi I require to aid my family’s fiscal well being all because a ssi appointed doctor said in his dental report, “you do have severe PTSD, but…” insinuating that I must be stupid all because he asked what I believe spiritually. I am sick of all discrimination, not just my own. If a man wants to dawn a couture gown, stilettoes, makeup, padding, and wants to marry a man who was genetically born a woman, fuckin let em. Don’t just say my god hates homosexuality. First and foremost the Christian god in Mathew 7 says “Do not judge lest ye be too judged.”. That means people like me who worship a different way, homosexuals, lesbians, drag queens, transgendered individuals, African Americans, Hispanics, Asians, Native Americans, Pacific Islanders, disabled individuals (mental, emotional, physical, and/or sexual), and all other walks of life that bigoted minded Christians like to hate, we all deserve to be treated no different than you would yourself. Have we as a society forgotten the golden rule? Are we so brainwashed by our media, peers, and pastoral officials that we have become that soulless, heartless and inhumane? Furthermore, are we so stupid that we need others to make decisions for us? I mean wake the fuck up people and you’ll all see that there is a tragedy worsening everyday because we have lost the consideration, love, intellect, gumption, nerve, strength, courage, morality, and respect we once had. Its depressing that each day without exemption I wonder if my son will ever meet a woman with the same moral teachings and fiber that I and his father are instilling within him. It breaks my heart. Not only for my son, but for everyone who is refusing to attempt to love their fellow man as they love themself. I refuse not to morn something that so easily could be changed. I refuse not to open my lips and speak the truth. I refuse to keep quiet. I refuse to get off my “soap box”. It is so easy to look at someone with the sense and sensibility we used to when society was worth being a part of, yet we are too lazy to change, or learn how to better ourselves. Its despicable, deplorable, and disgusting. May all the deities have mercy on us for our failure to think for outside the fear of a Satan ruled hell enough to mentally say “I may not like the way this it that person lives their life, but they are still human, and deserve love in their time of turmoil.”.

So watching All in with Chris Hayes yet again, I am beyond outraged, disgruntled and have my war face on against those who believe freedom of religion means Christians have the automatic right to kill people because of their misunderstood scriptures. I’m fucking over it. I AM A PROUD PAGAN WITCH. I HAVE JUST AS MANY GOD DAMN RIGHTS AS YOU POPE WHOEVER THE FUCK, HOBBY LOBBY BIGOTS, HILLSBOROUGH BAPTIST CHURCH SOCIOPATHS. YOU CLAIM TO BELIEVE IN GOD YET DIDNT HE FUCKING TELL YOU IN YOUR HOLY BOOK IN MATHEW CHAPTER 7 “Matthew 7 New International Version (NIV)
Judging Others
7 “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2 For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.
3 “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4 How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5 You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.
6 “Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.”?
IM SORRY YOU MUST HAVE FORGOT BECAUSE THERE IS YOUR GOD DAMN REFRESHER COURSE ON IT. OPEN YOUR GOD DAMN EYES TO YOUR BLATANT DISOBEDIENCE OF THE WORD “YOUR FATHER” TOLD YOU AS LAW. YOU SAY YOU BELIEVE IN YOUR FAITH ACT LIKE IT. GET OUT OF THIS HOLIER THAN THOU BULLSHIT. THIS ISNT 1692 SALEM. IS IT SO GOD DAMNED HARD FOR YOU TO BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING IS NOT YOUR DEVIL THAT YOU FEAR SO? I SUPPOSE YOUR MENTALITY IS ADAM SANDLER’S CHARACTER BOBBY BOUCHER’S MOTHER IN THE WATER BOY “EVERYTHING THATS NOT GOD AND NOT ME IS THE DEVIL”. YOU ALL LOOK LIKE FUCKING IDIOTS THAT I HOPE TO HELL YOUR GOD HAS FUCKING MERCY ON YOU FOR YOU GOING TO CHURCH WEARING EAR PLUGS APPARENTLY. GO FUCK YOURSELVES WITH THAT EVERYTHING BUT MY GOD AND I IS EVIL. OPEN YOUR EYES TO THE CLEARLY ACKNOWLEDGED FACT THAT YOU ARE THE EVIL. YOU ARE KILLING PEOPLE BUT YET AGAIN YOUR GOD SAID… “The Ten Commandments
1.I am the Lord, your God.
2.Thou shall bring no false idols before me.
3.Do not take the name of the Lord in vain.
4.Remember the Sabbath and keep it holy.
5.Honor thy father and thy mother.
6.Thou shall not kill/murder†.
7.Thou shall not commit adultery.
8.Thou shall not steal††.
9.Thou shall not bear false witness against your neighbor
10.Thou shall not covet‡ your neighbor’s wife (or anything that belongs to your neighbor).”. APPARENTLY. YOU CHOSE TO HAVE FORGOT THAT SHIT TOO. YOU PEOPLE MAKE ME SICK. MAY YOUR GOD BLESS YOU WITH A BRAIN AND A CONSCIENCE, CAUSE HEAVEN KNOWS THOSE OF YOU THIS IS DIRECTED AT HAS A LACK OF BOTH SEVERLY.

Pretty irritated at the moment. It sounds kinda fucked up but lemme be 100% as always. My neighbor that lives diagonal had the gall to make threats (she has 2 sons), the neighbor above me sounds like a herd of wild elephants and because of that my 2 year old hardly gets his usual sleep pattern from before they moved in (probably has her grandkids living with her). The one directly above me also (because of the way this complex is set up) runs my home out of hot water. So I figured instead of not having clean dishes for dinner and a pile in the sink to wait I ran the dishwasher. No sooner than I do that, there’s stomping all over the upstairs like uncivilized animals live up there, which naturally wakes my 2 year old up. After that I call my management office regarding the numerous times we have politely asked them to not stamp through the house because our son deserves better respect than to be sleep deprived. Next thing I know some child is banging on my door without accompaniment of an adult. I ignore it. My son is awake and refuses to sleep now. Do these morons not know sleep deprivation is a legal used method of torture and with that being said you torture my child I am liable to kill the ass doing it. This world I swear has became so stupid. Its not simple not having the knowledge like ignorance. This is not knowing and not giving the slightest fuck who’s effected. Filling another report with my office each time they do this until they and their lack of of respect for others is evicted. I’m fucking done.

So, during watching All in With Chris Hayes I was absolutely disgusted. Feminism has always been a hot button issue in politics, however it effects every woman. Feminists have made women similar minded to myself look like overly exadurated bafoons. Women would have equal rights to men. Women should be protected by humanity, male and female alike as men should be protected for humanity. Misogynistic mindset makes all of the male race look equally bad. Teenage boys raised in misogynist heavy homes are thus in a sense brainwashed. This is no different then teenage girls raised in overly feministic homes. Same goes for children raised in racist homes, homophobic homes, and any other form of human closed mindedness. People get murdered in this same boxed in mind set. It has been this way since the beginning of time. Please ask yourself how many have been murdered in the name of the Christian God, whom might I add is supposed to have blatantly stated “THOU SHALT NOT KILL”? Also might I urge you to question how many Jewish souls were murdered in the holocaust? How about in American history how many slaves, blacks, homosexuals, transgendered people, and drag queens were murdered? The one that breaks my heart the most… How many pagan white magic based healers were murdered as well as innocent souls in Salem Massachusetts? The depressing and heartbreaking aspect to all of this is the lie we as a society claim to be such an all tolerating society. I call bull shit. Especially as I have proven the largest motive for murder is dislike of someone’s faith, skin color, place of origin, gender/gender identity, sexual orientation, and any other bull shit premise the murderer creates in whatever fucked up mindset they have. We wish to be better as a society, then we must open our fucking eyes to the lies that we have spread like wildfire, and act upon our words to change these falsehoods into unanimous truths. Point blank bottom line. It is the only way we can quit looking as a whole like lying hypocrite dumbasses. A final note for all of you to ponder… How many more will you allow to be murdered by keeping the blindfold on and not leading your children by example?

So, during watching All in With Chris Hayes I was absolutely disgusted. Feminism has always been a hot button issue in politics, however it effects every woman. Feminists have made women similar minded to myself look like overly exadurated bafoons. Women would have equal rights to men. Women should be protected by humanity, male and female alike as men should be protected for humanity. Misogynistic mindset makes all of the male race look equally bad. Teenage boys raised in misogynist heavy homes are thus in a sense brainwashed. This is no different then teenage girls raised in overly feministic homes. Same goes for children raised in racist homes, homophobic homes, and any other form of human closed mindedness. People get murdered in this same boxed in mind set. It has been this way since the beginning of time. Please ask yourself how many have been murdered in the name of the Christian God, whom might I add is supposed to have blatantly stated “THOU SHALT NOT KILL”? Also might I urge you to question how many Jewish souls were murdered in the holocaust? How about in American history how many slaves, blacks, homosexuals, transgendered people, and drag queens were murdered? The one that breaks my heart the most… How many pagan white magic based healers were murdered as well as innocent souls in Salem Massachusetts? The depressing and heartbreaking aspect to all of this is the lie we as a society claim to be such an all tolerating society. I call bull shit. Especially as I have proven the largest motive for murder is dislike of someone’s faith, skin color, place of origin, gender/gender identity, sexual orientation, and any other bull shit premise the murderer creates in whatever fucked up mindset they have. We wish to be better as a society, then we must open our fucking eyes to the lies that we have spread like wildfire, and act upon our words to change these falsehoods into unanimous truths. Point blank bottom line. It is the only way we can quit looking as a whole like lying hypocrite dumbasses. A final note for all of you to ponder… How many more will you allow to be murdered by keeping the blindfold on and not leading your children by example?

Ok, so as we all know the past at least 2 generations are products of the information age. I myself being born in 1991 am a so called child of the information age. I find the name of the so called evolution of this to be quite ironic as my observations have pointed out how mentally and morally lazy our society has become. Might I add, it isn’t because of lack of resources, or even the economy that this laziness has been almost bred into society. It is however caused by a lack of proper, beneficial decision making, and choosing of being too lazy as us young people to ask the proper questions in which to guide us in bettering ourselves and our world. So there’s my issue. Laziness has made society stupid and ignorant. There is a difference in the two. Stupidity being not caring to be educated on any particular subject, as ignorance is never have had the guidance or teaching to know the difference. I digress. How can we as a society so ignorant, and mentally lazy be called products of the information age, when most of us refuse to take the blessing of easily available knowledge handed directly too us all. How dare we as a society believe to be “king shit” when most of us are too closed minded to even research something as small as cultural differences and belief systems in our own country? It completely baffles, and perplexes me that our society has come to the conclusion we are so evolved and better that other societies that we were too lazy to research. Yes. I have a serious issue with that. Not as being a narcissist, non-patriotic, proud pagan mother, but as someone who truly believes nothing is impossible and beyond reach. I urge each and every one of you to look inside yourself and think of how many times when you have had time to do research on a question of your own choice and found an excuse to hinder yourself from obtaining the knowledge you deserve. Once you do this you will see my point. Our youngsters are at risk because of our lack of leading by example especially with this particular mental laziness. I know it can change, however we must all choose for it to for it to manifest in the daily life of society as a whole.